My Mother passed away on July 15 2007 and this was the hardes thing I ever had to go through in my life. It seemed my life had come to an end. Then on August 18 2008 My Father passed away as well. My whole life came to an end. I wonder God why did you do this to me, why cause me so much pain and heart sore. I am a wife and a mother why cause me so much pain and expect me to carry your word over to my children and live the life you want me to.WHY?

Then one morning I sat down and started to read through my mother bible study books and started to realise that Death is not that you wont see them any more, Death is the begining of the rest of your life with God.

If you lead the right life which God has set out for you you will have eternal life.

 I am only know begining to grasp some of the meanings in the bible, but I have faith and belief that I will become a Christian that God would be proud of.

And I also know that Jesus died on the cross to save me from my sins

Jesus is amazing. He knows just what you need and wehn you need it. I have learned out of personal experience that you need not worry about tomorrow and all it's events 'cause God provides. We should not complain about what we do not have and appreciate and say thank you for what we do have. Stop seeing what you don't have and you'll be amazed by what you actually do have. God really loves us and he always gives us the best.  Sometimes God let us fall hard so that we remember where our knees are.