If I had a one-on-one meal with Jesus I apoligise to him for not answering the many times he knocked on my door, for I did not believe that I was was special and loved enough to be fortunate to have him knock on my door. Now that I have opened the door of my heart I want to ask for his forgiveness for my sins and I want him to stay in my heart always, also do not give up on the rest of the world for there are many like me who are ignoring his knock, but who will eventually open the door to him.